The leaves are starting to fall all around us. I feel that the air is just a bit cooler, and that the days are starting to seem shorter. The winds of change are upon us, and it feels as though we are about to say goodbye to a season of life.
It all began a few months ago when our Youth Pastor announced that God was calling him to another location to help with a mission he felt strongly about. He left, and although our church was left with a bit of a hole, we picked up the pieces and marched on.
At work, the Pastor over University Ministry, and the Pastor over Christian Education both announced that they would be leaving to move to Ohio. There they would begin again, and start a new adventure. A new adventure seems so exciting and I thought that this was interesting that everyone seemed to be moving and their calls seemed to be adjusting, and that God was up to something. I could feel it in my bones. God was working and He was reaching those all around us.
Yesterday our Pastor announced that he too would be leaving. He felt that God was calling him to lead another church and that it would be best if he followed God's call to join them. Although hard, and through a ton of tears, and I'm sure more than one heartbreak, he delivered the message to the congregation and there wasn't a dry eye in the sanctuary.
Why are we afraid of change?
Why are we so afraid of change? I can say that I'm truly afraid of taking those big leaps. I have felt God leading me to stay home with my children, and I wondered if maybe I haven't because of fear. Aren't we all deeply afraid of the unknown in some sense? Change also takes away our sense of power and control. With change we are no longer in control of the situation. We have to give up the reigns and let God control things. We have to trust. God is faithful and unchanging. He always is and always was. He knows all that has been, and all that will be. He knows the plans He has for me. Plans to prosper me and not to harm me.
So if God doesn't change, he knows all, is faithful, and has a perfect and prosperous plan for me, shouldn't I be more willing to let Him take the lead? But I'm not. I'm human and sometimes I get scared, and I don't always trust God as I should.
I heard something that I found very profound the other day. You realize that God is not capable of lying. Lying is a sin. Something that God does not do. Therefore everything that God has said has to be true.
"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Jeremiah 29:11
What a beautiful promise. It sometimes seems so hard to understand. God doesn't say, "I will explain it to you every step. This way you will know what's going on." Instead He says, "Trust in the Lord with all your heart; do not depend on your own understanding. Seek His will in all you do and He will direct your paths." Proverbs 3:5-6. Or how about "But blessed is the man who trusts in the Lord, whose confidence is in him." Jeremiah 17:7.
There are a lot of questions I can't answer, and alot of things I don't understand, but He says I'm not supposed to.